Still, Im gaga over you that you are whole love in one body and entire desire in a cloth. In spring, in river, in sea, in flower, in tree, in forest, in valley, in plain, in mountain. It could really damage the connection both of you have to your family.Īnd honestly, for what? There are millions of guys out there, you got a crush right now and especially when you're a teenager crushes hit f*cking hard, I know. Looking into nature, everywhere in my sight I see you. You will not be able to have an actual relationship or share your life together, sneaking around will probably become a new normal, which can be exciting at first but that doesn't last, and then what? You can't exactly have an actual relationship.Īnd if you get caught. I think you should try and move on, taboo acts and relations can give us all a good rush but it's simply not sustainable even if he feels the same way about you. I can't believe this is going against the grain but here we go I suppose. Whenever we're alone I always hope he would give me a sign that he wants the same thing even though he most likely doesn't. Every time I see him now I just want to lean in and kiss him and fuck him and be with him. the thing is this feeling hasn't went away. We heard someone walking towards the door so we pretended to sleep incase they walk in, we ended up actually sleeping and never spoken about it since. he's on top of me kissing me again and again, I hate to say it, but I liked kissing him I had been wanting to do that for a while. he would squeeze my ass a lot and then we would we kiss. He puts his hand on my tummy and raises it higher and higher touching my chest. I turned to face the wall and we're basically in a spooning position. My cousin and I were awake, talking about god knows what. or so I hope, I wasn't aware if he was asleep or not and if he wasn't I hope he forgot about this by now. the thing is that i was facing the wall and my cousin was in the middle and my brother on the very edge, my brother was asleep. My cousins bed was small, a twin sized bed. My cousin, My younger brother (7), and I, slept in the same room that night. And you know that at these gatherings It doesn't die down till the next day, so best believe we slept there. Me and My cousin got very touchy, i would sit in his lap and when I got up he would grab me by the waist and sit me back down on him, he would hug me from behind, just extremely touchy for cousins. I don't know why I decided to join them, but I did. My cousins and siblings would always be so close at these gatherings, they would play tag and all those types of games. that's what its like, I don't like the entire scene of being around people in social gatherings then and now, so this'll make a lot of sense. There was this family gathering, you know the kind where its all awkward and you sit in the corner by yourself until an aunt says "your quiet aren't you" well yes. This started happening a while back to when I was ( 9F) and my cousin ( 14M).
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